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Hello folks,

Story telling post haven't exist here for 2 years...since I'm too free and bored, let's have a story telling tonight.

The Great Sacrifice

College life is amazing to all youngster because it represents maturity and freedom. Here comes the conversation where a girl actually comforts a guy whom she don't really know on love problems. Eventually they become close friends and decided to met one day. It was a peaceful weather that day and he asked her for a movie. It was the first date and they already on a couple seat because there's too many people and didn't plan earlier to watch movie. It was a Chinese police movie with scary gun shooting sounds. Luckily, he's there on her left; protects her against the fear. There was something more she attracts about him. His gentle and care. Together they admire the sunsets outside the Lagoon entrance where it seems that they only have each other in their world. That lovely date eventually ended up with a fast food dinner near her house where he sent her home then. Meeting him had really changed her life and make her realise something more. Her world seems stopped for a minute when he hugs her before he left. That was the start of this perfect memory.

Soon, she asked her out for the free movie preview which she got. It was the famous 'Dance Subaru' movie. A sad movie. That night, was the first time she got so close to him. He felt his breath,the heartbeat, the look when he felt asleep and having him to wake her up. That was the real start for the story. She hasn't really accept him fully but it can be calculated that 60 percent of her is into him. It was a memorable moment. She actually falls for someone whom she decided to give commitment into. And yes. They did open the door to each other's heart since then. They went for nearly all the movies shown in the cinema. They were happily together. There was a memorable moment where they went for the horror movie for the very first time and the girl actually skipped class for the very first time. Yes, the very first time because she couldn't sleep whole night due to the movie and it was luckily to have him accompanying her.... all night.

It seems that the world had stopped when they both together. Being to come from a different attitude person, the guy and the girl compromise each other. The girl puts herself in his shoe all the time and trying to be in the world where he belongs. From a shopaholics to someone who never shops when they both went for a walk on the mall. She tried really hard to be in his world. There was once where they had a fight. It wasn't a really big fight. Just that he left her when he promised to accompany her for a friends gathering in the club. The girls was too mad and she couldn't think properly that night. The next day, she actually turned into a green monster and starts spending money on a lavish restaurant all by herself. However, she realised how much she loves him. He''s the only thing she wants then.

Times flies... she could still remember that the moment where she went to his house one night. She was trying to understand even more on his life and his world which is totally unknown to her. The moment where she met his mum and brother was a more memorable one. That was the first time where this girl actually met her partner's family. There was never happen in her life before. His mum was a very friendly and cheerful lady. A lady with a bright smile on her face all the time. The girl felt a warm welcome. On the other side, his younger brother was a bit icy cold but with a little smile. But she felt pleased with the welcome. It seems that she had grown up at that very moment. As time passes, it makes her realise that she needs him all the time. Yes, it seems that she's addicted to him. Even though the guy wasn't smart in making her happy, he did tried his best. When she cries on his shoulder one night, he sangs a mandarin kindergarden song to make her happy. Although it was lame to others, but her hearts melt because he's wiling to try anything for her.

Because he loves her so much, the girl was wiling to travel back and forth every week between her hometown and her current city during her long holiday. Something that she had never done before for anyone. However, since the girl comes from a different attitude and world from him, she did felt tired for trying to be in his world all the time. That was this very moment where she decided to stop entering his world and wants to live in her own world once again. Because she loves that guy too much, that was a painful decision. The guy was a very faithful person and is not someone who will gives up easily. In order to achieve her mission, she actually makes lies to him. The lies gone for exactly 4 months before she made him stops loving her. There were very hurtful lies and it does not only hurt him but herself too. She couldn't let him go completely and decided to remain friends with him. He understood but she painfully asked him to move forward to someone better. Cruelly, she brand herself that she isn't someone who will cry over a split milk and claims that she had move forward before him. Her tears was flowing throughout the day and night in her mission. Eventually, the guy actually found someone he loves but his mind is still on her. Again, cruelly, she rejected him and saying words which against her thoughts. She was sick, very sick one night and she rejected his request to care for her which she actually wants it. Because it's against her rules on being the third party between him and his partner. Thus, she wants to let go. One last hurtful words was used to ensure he really gives up on her and it did. However, it hurts the girl, very much and she had fallen sick then. Tears flowing every moment in her heart and sometimes it flows to her tired and swollen eyes. She had dropped from her world to the lowest in her life. Now that he is happy with his new world. She's sad and regretting but there's nothing to be done. The guy has never knew the real meaning behind all her hurtful words. She was regretting the decisions made that particular night where she's sick, if she actually stops her hurtful words; the outcome wouldn't be the same again. All the truth, he'll never knew; it's for his own good. The girl just want to says that she still loves him more than anyone in the world. She's badly hurt and injured. She is waiting for an angel to help her get back to her used to be life......

I love you ben dan bao bei.

Well, that's the end of my story telling this time. It will be a long time before my readers could listen to another story. I can actually understand the girl's feeling and hopes that the angel would arrived very soon.