It's finally sem break..
yahooo.. I've got more time to do my holiday projects and also searching back myself..
time to relax...
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dear readers..
here's the continuation part of the story... ahha...
It's Part 3 !
one month later after the choices made to let him go, the girl would still have his reflection in her mind; the memories they've been together. Throughout the one whole month, she had cried every single night when she sleeps. He isn't beside her anymore nor his voice and warm hug. It's not that the girl cried but tears flows like an alarm clock being set to 'rings'. She had done many things to forget about him but still, it's not even 40% successful. She just wish to hear his voice, felt the warmness of his care and see him face to face. She can't sleep well every night as she had nightmares; he's the nightmare of her dreams because the more she see him, the more he stays in her mind. Then to the extend that she used alcoholic drinks to numb her clear mindset of him. She started to enjoys going for alcoholic drinks and night life. She even went for extreme clubbing one night to release all her anger and sadness.. dancing like there's no tomorrow with all the unknowns, but still she appreciate their hugs because she miss his hug. Unfortunately, she saw someone who looks exactly like him in the club with the same height, voice, and warmness. She danced with him and he hug her, she felt as if the guy in her mind was with her. It seems that the guy that she missed just appear as a miracle right in front of her once more. She was satisfied but her hearts hurts. She felt more worst after the dance part but it was luckily that the girl has someone to comfort her that night. Her friend gave her a warm hug and accompanies her throughout the whole night till she fall asleep. She'll remember his comfort and warm hug in her mind;always. His warm hug makes her felt that she just wake up from failure and he is there to help her to stand back up. In other words, his hug and gentleness was somehow 80% similar to the one in her mind. The girl was enlightened that her friends was there for her.
Not long then, the girl actually contacted the guy but her motive was only asking for places information. Somehow, their conversation jumped from the information part to the past relationship matter. The guy was angered at first but finally the girl burst out the truth of everything that happened to him. He was shocked and they both ended up in tears. But still the guy could not return from where he stands now. She was told that if the truth was told earlier at that special particular night, things may changed. However, in her heart; she couldn't burst all out for the truth as she could not become the green monster to destroy his new relationship and she rather left herself to suffer than involving more parties to suffer together with her. The conversation lasted about 60 minutes and it seems that it's their longest 'sad' conversation ever. Both parties wet their pillows with tears flowing. She knew that he couldn't give up to his hew gf because she know his attitude too well. She can predict all his actions with her understanding of him. He's a very faithful man she had seen and she hopes that they both will gain happiness even though sometimes she hope that he'll give up on his new gf to return back to her. She knows that she'll have to move on from that very moment. After that conversation, 30% of her stress just released. She just felt light because the truth which she had to hide from him is voiced out. She was satisfied with that confrontation.
One month later, she still miss him but it seems that his reflection is not that strong anymore. It seems that she's trying to move on. Somehow the girl is also afraid that one day his reflection would be gone forever. However, when she enters her room and the cinema; his reflection appears strong to her because they spend most of their time in both places. It seems that their memories seems to come alive again in both of that place. Like the past, she still hoping that there's a miracle in life. She's looking forward to enjoy her life......with lots of uncertainty. She's looking back for herself............
So, that's all for now...........
stay tune ....... !!!!
have a nice day. !
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