Wednesday, October 31, 2012

When the wind from the past blows....

In a blink of eye, four years of uni life passed quickly.

First year, exciting and ..... climbing up

Second year, missing and lossing

Third year, A new start

Fourth Year, heading towards a new direction

Finally, it's the last week of uni life, 2 more days to go till start of study break and finally exams.
I will miss all the ups and downs moment throughout these four years.

Uni life is interesting. Exams and assignments is not a barrier to a youthful uni life but it complements an exciting uni life. I missed doing assignments too. The moment when hard work and effort is put and resulted in a satisfied result.

People used to say we have to look ahead for future and not reflect about the past. But sometimes, thinking about past is interesting.

I enjoy my uni life to the fullest - my way. 

Foundation was interesting, new stage in life. you're finally called a 'college student'. new friends, new environment, the start of us and our cold war..

First year of degree, a changed of environment, new friends who I'm glad they were there especially when I'm in the lowest point of my life, I never regret the decision I took in my life.

Thinking back, I would still do the same if it happens today. Take a crazy decision in your life and experience the difference in you. !

Second year, a new start of us here in where my uni life is. Building our so called new home and new memories. Singapore and Langkawi and many places we went together.

Third year, memorable and a goodbye to uni life. Time flies.....


Two years passed.... exactly 2 years and 31 days...

I'm glad that I make that decision.

Recently, one of my friend asked what is a 'strong woman'...

I would define it as someone who can take all the responsibilities and able to take in charge of your life when you are at the lowest point of your life.

I'm sure that you're be surprised that I do have my lowest point of my life. Yes, I do...

Here's a question to ask:
What if one day, you found out that there's a third party in your relationship?

 Break up? Scold him? Scold the third party? 

That's everyone's reaction. It's normal. It's not wrong to express your unhappiness !

I did too.. counting the minutes and hours throughout the whole night. Suddenly, I felt that one hour is freaking long while the eyes surrender to tears which kept flowing. The next morning, I walked like a zombie in uni and nearly cried in front of my respected + idol lecturer, Mr. Micheal.

Few hours after that, I went back to Ipoh, visited all the places we used to hangout.. and confronted him at his work place. I choose to stay with him while he can have her and me at the same time. My condition is that her presence must not interrupt our current relationship. We agreed peacefully.

Time passed, 12 days after that... the battle is won. The third party kinda played on him where she had bf all these while. Consistently, he lost everything..... fired from job without a penny left.

I pulled him back to reality, brought him to a new environment where I a real life battlefield where he gained success again in work. Becoming exactly how an ideal man should be.

And yes, I love him. Because of love and determination, you can take control of any situation in your life and changed other people's life too. 

What about the three parties relationship? It was a bitter sweet one like dark chocolate. It may look bitter but it actually taste sweet... You learn to appreciate things around you more... and  you know that your beloved one is here with you but you need to shared it with other people when the clock strikes. The best thing is, I have never meet or talk to the third party till today but only saw her profile on FB twice. Her presence in our relationship had make us love and appreciate each other more....

I'm sure that anyone out there can too.. Be patience and look everything in a positive way. It will changed your life. !